Wednesday, April 25, 2012

"When You're Tired, And You Can't Sleep..."


I was sifting through my emails, and found this one of a dream I remembered & typed out for my little sister. It truly was an odd one, but rather epic, if I do say so myself. My dreams always DO turn out a bit like a Lewis Caroll book. For clarification, my brother and sister are named Rik and Stina.

Enjoy!

I was at school and the choir was singing something with showtunes and they were really good but they wouldn’t let me do my homework so I left.
Then I was at home with some friends having a sleep over and a smoky ghosty reflection of a king I must have killed in a previous dream came to haunt/attack us. I shouted at him in a very commanding voice and ordered him to be gone. Something I did must have worked because he gave a very shocked expression and evaporated.
Then I went out my bedroom window and climbed down to the first floor and one door to the left, which was a tavern/hotel. Obviously. I had been there before. It was owned by a large bearded man with an almost German accent who had hid my elderly friend, someone important (like maybe some princess?) and I when we were being followed and trying to escape this country (that I had now returned to on a summer trip with my girlfriends) He was at the piano (which had been the place of my older friend, as he was a pianist) so I was surprised to see the tavern/hotel owner there in his stead. I greeted him. He was shocked to see me and as he embraced me, whispered that I should not be there. We both understood that people would still be hunting for me. I brushed the comment aside.
            I then remember riding a chinese spirit dragon as I flew around attempting to gain control of some other creature in dark woods in the middle of the night. I was unable to do so and wound up in a dark cavernous kitchen with my mother in the basement of some huge castle-like establishment. We knew we would be imprisoned or killed should we be found out, so we disguised ourselves as cooks and when people arrived, eluded conversation and questions with an elaborate display very like the dance sequence of Chitty Chitty Bang Bang’s “Toot Sweets” number, but without the singing. The previous cooks had prepared a huge array of cakes and candies on the top two or three racks of the large metal industrial trays, that I repeatedly jumped up and grabbed to pass out to the onlookers who totally bought in to the cook façade. Mom turned to me and in an attempt to get me out of the kitchen so I could complete the task we had entered enemy territory to do, said “we need more cinnamon. Go get some.” So I headed to where the cinnamon was kept. On my way up the industrial concrete and metal handrail back stairs usually seen in buildings, I passed Kristina and Rik. They were in the hallway behind a stage door that entered to a huge auditorium. They were helping out with some sort of enormous music festival/program. Stina looked like she was wearing two different ballgowns at the same time, and twirled around for me. Clearly she was proud of it. I nodded in approval even though I was totally baffled at her wardrobe choice. Rik was wearing some sort of ridiculous shirt made of satin with huge glittery treble and bass cleffs stuck all over it. I think there may have even been some gold wire curled around the colar as well. He looked at me as if he was wearing nothing unusual. I didn’t have time to comment as I was on a mission. I continued on my way up the stairs. I also ran into a woman who I knew from before. She ran a good portion of this establishment and knew all of the organization’s secrets. She was somehow a friend. I passed her and she asked me what I was doing. I told her I was going to get cinnamon. She coyly informed me that what I was looking for was in the same vault as the cinnamon. When I finally got to the floor I was looking for, It was a huge wide, long hallway with hundreds and hundreds of large metal doors with numbers on the outsides. I walked up to the gal at the front desk. She had a very bored expression on her face. I told her I needed cinnamon and she pulled a black rectangle out of her desk. It looked like a black credit card but slightly larger and about a quarter inch thick. She popped it into the computer and gave it access to the correct vault. I walked down the hall till I found the proper number, scanned my card, and the door opened. It was like a huge store room mixed with some sort of zoo/pet shop. Food stores lined the walls -- pet food was juxtaposed with glassed, lit cages containing animals I never saw, but I somehow knew one was something like a lion or other wild cat. I think it must have been making noise. There was another metal door (just a push door. No fancy lock) I had to go into in order to get to the human stores. I went in and got a container of cinnamon, and headed back into the pet-room. An odd fat woman with brightly orangey-yellow died hair, and red and yellow clothing (that looked something like a zoo uniform) was in the room fussing over her animals. (or at least over the cages.) I had been in this room once before and I knew this woman was bad news and would alert security if she saw me. But she was so preoccupied with her fussing that she did not take notice of me. I walked out another metal push-door out onto a small grassy lawn that looked somewhat like a balcony. To the right, and just around the corner of the building, there was another cage. A large outdoor mound that looked like the monkey cages at the zoo, with a tall wood pole in the middle holding up a cage of thick rope netting in a wide circle. Inside that cage was a lion man. He had pointy cat teeth and cat paw-like hands, and fuzzy pointy cat ears and wild hair, and probably a tail. I believe he could also fly. Anyway, he had a very good sense of smell, and though his back was initially turned, whipped around and looked me in the eye. He smiled. I smiled back. I knew this creature. I had come here once before to free him. He had been wild and untamed, but something about my body chemistry was different and he liked me and behaved normally when I was around. I knew he would not attack me. He spoke to me, greeting me as ‘smoke slayer’ or some such term of awesomeness I had heard a few times since I scared away the ghost king at the beginning of my dream. It hadn’t seemed like such a big deal at the time, but people seemed impressed. I told him we were going to get him out. (Apparently there were somehow a few other people with me at this time to help with this task.) There was a large hole in the netting and we tried to get him out that way, but before we could, the orange-haired lady bustled out of the building with a large bundle that she crawled into the tent and began to assemble. It was a huge yellow tent that must have been intended as a security protocol because it had much smaller holes than the cage and would be very difficult to escape from. Luckily, as she walked in with the tent, the lion man sped out of the hole in the netting and was hidden in amongst the rest of us as we walked away. I looked back and saw the woman busily and obliviously assembling the tent from the inside, which we knew meant she would be trapped inside it. The lion man saw this too, and stifled a laugh. (His mental capacity was probably only that of a 10 year old, so he acted like a little kid – puffing out his cheeks and covering his mouth as he silently giggled.)                     
And then I woke up. The end.

Monday, March 5, 2012

"What Will My Future Be... I Wonder?"

Well, it's happened.

I have officially, unofficially moved from my parent's place of residence, and have finally embarked on that great journey of life which is utterly mine own.

... I made it as far as my grandmother's house.

BUT! Fear not! For I have made a move in the right direction! My recently acquired full-time job is now a whole 1/2 hour closer than before, and I fully intend on beginning my search for a small, pitiful, apartment of my own even closer still to my new vocation.

Clearly growing up is harder than it appeared at first glance.

I mean, in high school, (and yes, even in college...) I argued with myself: "Really, how hard can it be?"

The logic of a high school student:
-You graduate high school.
-You go to college.
-You take tons of super hard classes, and become totally engrossed in your studies, make a few close friends while submersed in books in the depths of the library, and graduate summa cum laude with at LEAST 5 solid job offers. Heck, even if you fail at life, you went to college. You HAVE to at LEAST get ONE job offer, right? .... riiiight....
-You take said job, whatever it may be (naturally exactly in your field of study) which is totally acceptable, albeit entry level.
-You move to that area, (with your best friends, cuz they'll obviously be living and working in the same town as you.)
-Make oodles of money and pay off all those pesky loans (you MIGHT have, but you'll have gotten TONS of scholarships, right?!)
-Get your own place.
-Get married, etc etc etc (& those three etc's is exactly how you thought of it, too.)

Anyway,

The point I'm trying to make is that chances are, nobody's life is going to turn out to their exact specifications. Life happens, and sometimes you just have to roll with it.

Look for the good that's happening in your life now:
You have a roof over your head.
Your toilet is working.
You have an occupation at all.
Your jeans are in good condition.
           Except for the ones with holes...
           ... but those were on purpose.

Monday, November 21, 2011

"If You Can Learn To Do It, I Can Learn To Do It!"

I've changed my mind. (This happens every once and a while, get used to it.)

I said from post 1, this would be a somewhat moderately useful blog in some various way, shape or form.

Not so any longer.

I'm just going to say what I want.

Hopefully you'll be able to glean something informative or at least entertaining from my ramblings.

Not like I have a large following anyway... so... more freedom for me and my brain to stretch!

Win/win.

(I WILL however, still title all my blogs with those from musicals. SURPRISE if you didn't know that before...)

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

"Shall We All Meet in the Autumn?"

It seems like we've skipped right through Autumn as usual, and winter is setting in here in wet, cold Washington State. Rain begins to pour down, stirring up the mud and dusty grime caused by summer, and wind begins to blow the leaves of the trees, tossing them this way and that - causing the leaves to fall to the ground, creating flat, soggy piles over street drains and in hard to rake corners. (Washingtonians always got gypped as kids - leaf piles were more of a hazard than a pastime)



It's during this yearly occurrence that the memories of my childhood begin to come back to me. My neural pathways are excited by the scent of burning candles, the smell of heat radiating from a fire or even the coils of a heater. The aroma of soup bubbling from a pot on the stove top and the feel of gloves on my hands and a scarf around my neck.



In the spirit of the cold seasons, I dig my thicker socks from the back of my dresser, pull my boots out of their hiding place in the back of my closet, and I pull my winter coats in front of my sun dresses.



I love Autumn here. It's mostly rain and cold wetness that rips right through your clothes, drenches your hair, soaks your shoes AND socks, and it's completely pointless to attempt to use an umbrella, since it will just invert, be torn into smithereens, and wind up in the nearest trash can. Plus, you get used to it. I don't even get seasonal depression. In fact, I'm invigorated by the rainy season.They say we're amphibious, which is why we dry out in the summer.



Funny how what can drive some mad - Literally, mad - is so loved by others.


Monday, September 26, 2011

"It Won't Be Long, It Won't Be Long, It Won't. Because it Can't Be Long..."

It's been a few weeks since my last post. I thought it was about time to say something again.

I thought I'd share a little tidbit I learned today.

It's another definition:

Sapid

1.
Having taste or flavor, especially having a strong pleasant flavor.
2.
Agreeable to the mind; to one's liking.

Just a little something to spice up your cooking vocabulary. :)

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

"New York, New York!!"

Tomorrow I'm going to New York. First time. It's very exciting, I get to sing with my old college concert choir at a very fancy memorial concert. We also get to see a Broadway show! (another first for me!!)

This is the closest I have ever been to ACTUALLY having my life be a honest-to-goodness Broadway Musical.

Awesome.

Now, here are some pictures of fun stuff you'll enjoy :)

pic of the day: god and beyonce



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Monday, August 29, 2011

"Food, Glorious Food!"

I'm going to make a bold statement and say that something more frustrating than not getting what you want is not even knowing what you want.

The annoyance, pain, or sorrow of not getting what you want can be eased, soothed, and potentially adjusted to new wants and desires. You can learn to move on.

The worst part about not even knowing what you want is that you're stuck somewhere between contentment and craving. You know you aren't fully satisfied, but why aren't you? What is it that you want??

It's like that feeling when you know you're hungry-- in fact, you're STARVING, but you haven't a clue what for. So, you continue to be hungry, idling down row after row in Safeway hoping something jumps out at you.

THAT BEING SAID...

Might I also add the wonderful, amazing, totally unbelievably satisfying feeling of FINALLY knowing what you want.

It's very akin to a bag of Sun Chips (I like Sun Chips, so I'm using them in my illustration. You're welcome for the free advertising, Sun Chips.) falling off the shelf in front of you, and the second the bag hits the floor, you realize: "I WANT THOSE RIGHT NOW!!!"

This is followed by a hasty purchase of the product, and a pleasurable munching of a high carb snack food all the way home.

Or something like that.

Friday, August 26, 2011

"When You're the Best of Friends"

I just wanted to emphasize how important it is to maintain old friendships. It's like a breath of fresh air to converse with someone who you don't have to re-tell your whole life story to, and can help fill in the gaps of past events you've shared.

Keep your friends close.

Don't let them fade away like memories and old homework assignments.

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

"You've Got to Get Up, You've Got to Get Up, You've Got to Get Up This Morning."

Have you ever noticed that many experiences in life begin as those you really don't want to do at the time, but when it's over, you're always glad you did them?

It could be working out, or not eating that third Big Mac, waking up early in the morning, or working overtime to make some extra cash.

The thought that runs through your head right before beginning one of these tasks is usually a large, resounding *GROAN*

But I've come to realize it's these tasks, not the ones we look forward to, or enjoy, that we feel the most pride in. We also feel better after doing them.

They're like medicine. Humans by nature, don't seem to like things that are good for them. Laziness, irresponsibility, a love of fast food... those come naturally. It's when we discipline ourselves to accomplish the tasks requiring effort and drive that we get that feeling of satisfaction upon completion.

Funny how that works, isn't it?